Don't go on about yesterday

Ok. So this is how bored me and Alex were today at work. Got out of there by quarter past eleven intstead of quarter to. It was nice. Tomorrow's a double though..not looking forward to that!

Anyways here's the list of my top 20 shags. It also works as my list of guys I am allowed to shag should i ever meet them.

1. Hayden Christianson
2. The guy from the o2 commercial
3. Jonathan Reyes Myers
4. Matt Damon
5. Josh Hartnett
6. The Vet. from "Mcleods Daughters"
7. Alex Turner (Before he decided to get long hair!)
8. Jude Law
9. Jake Gyllenhaal
10. Paul Bettany (Ten years ago)

11. Lead Actor in BBC TV "Robin hood"
12. Jenson Button
13. Orlando Bloom
14. Jonny Depp (Also, ten years ago)
15. Justin Timberlake
16. Adam Brody
17. Bob Dylan
18. Paul Demspey (If he ever decides to cut his hair or I'm going with Rupert Grint)
19. Jonathan Tucker
20. Robert Patterson

There we go...Looking at it though I'm not sure everyone is in the right order..can't be arsed moving them around though..I suppose you get the picture.. Good night!

Last friday i was on my way to work. listening to music and just focusing on getting to work without kicking or screaming. All of a sudden this woman with a buggie stops in front of me and starts going backwards. Wierd, i thought, but i turned out she was doing it for a resaon. As we met in the middle she stopped and picked up a photo that her daughter dropped from the buggie. And for a short second I was showered with guilt for not picking ut up for her and for thinking she was wierd but then i realised. That there wasn't actually much I could have done anyway. Had I first of all not been so much in my head I probably would have seen that the photo was dropped and could have picked it up for her. But this time I saw nothing. It's not like i chose to ignore it. It's not really my fault. so there we go. I saved myself out hell yet again.

and the same day (it is also known as payday) i bought some new stuff for myself to cheer myself up. (i was woking that day, yes) I bought a new cardigan. light gray wool with embroideries (i think?!?). To make it easy I'd say it looks like my wool skirt i bought in sweden only lighter gray and more pink than blue. You know what i mean? I also bought a pair of thigh highs for wintertime. they are so warm and comfortable. I love them!! I tried to upload a pic but it doesn't work!! I guess you'll have to see them some other time..

 Yesterday me and Dave went shopping. He bought some shirts for work and winter accessorise and I bought a lovely, great looking bag from Next (complementary from Carolyn Laird, thank you!) and an bra from Primark. I absolutely hate the one on Oxford street. Too many people and they are all like vultures!!

Well i gotta go to work now. I know Jo's off and so is Chris so it can't be too bad today. Talk to you later!
XoXo

Mamma: tack tack, det är skönt att höra att någon annan förutom dave läser den :) Det är ju mest för din skull som jag gör det.

Dave: I would never do that to squishi! I might throw something else though...

To be honest I'm just not tired at all..Don't have much to write really.
The green workshop went well..all very interesting and i managed to make an impact on the tutors for giving a good example for the company to look into.. was unsure wether i was going to say anything at all first cause it seemed so obvious but they seemed very impressed. I suggested that all of our delivery trucks were to be run by biogas or electricity..not too complicated or hard to figure out I'd say..especially if you got a whole team working for you to figure those stuff out!?


After that like i said before i spent my "break" getting from Bank to Hammersmith..during peak hours..not fun! The quiz tonight was though..If the bar staff would have played we'd won the whole thing..instead we just gave clues to anyone ordering a drink and had some fun amongst ourselves. The guys who won though gave us a tenner of the pot. I helped them with one question cause i wanted a cigarette and I'm sure everyone else behind the bar helped them to with one question each..they were nice guys though and very smart..they didn't need that much help really. Alex is so smart she could win the quiz all on her own.


I'm off tomorrow so I'll be up by twelve to watch veronica Mars and after that i might be heading to Next to spend my birthday present that i got from Carolyn.. We'll see how that goes.. Try and sleep now!

Good night!
XoXo  

Just had a bit of a tease with Davie (haha sorry, that is the last time!). But i love i him, he is sweet and caring and makes me laugh. Today he bought me flowers cause he felt bad about being in a bad mood yesterday. I also got a little anti-stress penguin today from his work thing he had..I named him Squishi..cause he is squishi!


Not much has happened since last time..I don't think anything can compare. I've worked..which is getting boring again. I just don't get the same challenge feeling that i used to, it's just the same thing over and over..I want something new to happen.. Like tomorrow I'm getting sent to a green workshop to learn how to help the environment. I'm excited about that..not so excited about spending "my break" getting from the meeting to my pub to work and close. booo!


What am I i supposed to do this friday? dave is going away to see some comedy guy with a work mate and I'm left all alone..maybe I'll just go home and enjoy my big "bed" all to myself..or go out with the girls?? Koko anyone??

I was off on monday..what did i do? I watched Veronica Mars..payed my rent..had dirty chicken for lunch..joined farmville on facebook.. then dave came home and we watched Layer Cake...It was a whole lot of layers and then ending was amazing..not at all what you thought would happen!

Ooh! I remember now, saturday we had an Oyster festival at work, that was fun. I tried oysters for the first time..they were alright. a bit freaky to swallow but nothing to bad adn dave stopped by and watched I am legend on the tv upstairs, I'm jelaous.  and before that we were at his siters from friday night till saturday day (I didn't start work till 4) We watched Derren Brown. This hypnotize guy who was going to "control the nation" by hypnotizing us tv-watchers live. What he was going to do was to try and "glue" us to our sofas and chairs so that we were stuck, he even warned the audience to have a phone nearby so we could call in live in case we got stuck. (All of liverpool got stuck to there sofas that night) So we tried it at it was fun and a bit scary..I definetly felt a tingling in my legs..but maybe that was just because of the position i was sitting?

Anyway so looking back now this week has actually been kind of fun! Except for last night when dave was grumpy and totally missed out cause facebook is more important than his girlfriend. Haha only joking babe! Love you!

Good night everyone!
XoXo

Still sick..but slept till five today so I'm not tired at all at the moment. Dave is sleeping next to me, or i think he is anyways. Might be a bit annoying with me tapping in the background but hey, if you steal the computer from me then that's what you get! haha only joking, sorry babe.


So my birthday last night was simply amazing. We started off at Vertigo 42 with Ben and Lucy (Daves friends). Now vertigo 42 is a champagne bar up high in the sky, very similar to the bar up in Skrapan in stockholm, only the view is of london and not södermalm. It was great and of course we forgot the camera. So we shared a bottle of champagne and some strawberries while enjoying the view and then had to leave pretty quickly actually. We met Ben and Lucy at five and were going to meet my friends at my local pub at seven. Being pretty happy and dizzy as we were (from the height of course, not the two quick glasses of champagne before dinner!) we decided to take a taxi wich made us about half an hour early. Now Jojo was already there cause she had an interview at five in kentish town (good luck with that hun) so I bought us a round of drinks and chatted away till the rest of the crew arrived, Bonnie, Ed and Chris. Now in the middle of all our chit chat, the local celeb decides to turn up as well, Pete doherty (The singer of The Libertines and Babyshambles, also had a thing with Kate Moss for a while)! After much arguing with my friends, dave goes out for a smoke and a minute later Pete is out the door as well, so dave asks him if he can sign my card, gets me out and i get my card signed and not only that! He starts singing for me! "Happy birthday to yoouu!" dave joins in and so does petes possy. It was awesome, kiss on the cheek and the card back. great start of the night.


So a drink later we head to the restaurant El Parador, a tapas bar right off Eversholt street, two min away from where we live. I'll tell you something, the food there just keeps getting better and better. Cooked to perfection! Considering it was around nine when the food started coming to the table we were all a bit tipsy and starving. No one  was polite enough to wait for anyone to say anything. Dig in and get what you can was the rule. Luckily enough though we're all very smart people and ordered a lot more food than was needed, so there was no fighting, just talking, laughing at each other scuffing their mouths and the after dinner cigarette.


So we didn't waste a lot of time there, had two jugs of sangria and lots of food, ate it and got the bill. We decided to go back to our place for a quick tour and then go to a pub or something. The quick drink and tour lasted for four hours though. We got back, had another bottle of champagne and then got through three bottles of vodka, four appletisers, one fanta, four packets of cigarettes and a couple of rollies. Fun family games included Celeberty head with Adolf Hitler and "I have never". There was a lot of fun talking going on and in the middle of everything Jennifer decides to show up just to brighten the place up even more. We were having a great night all of us (or i would like to think so anyways) and I'm sad that it ever ended. But all parties have to end at some stage I suppose. The cleaning was great...grown up points for me who cleaned up a party mess the day after (and not the week)..With daves help of course! i would never do it on my own..


So thanks again everyone who made my fake birthday great! This is so happening again next year, but hopefully at the right date this time.. Thank you thank you thank you..

God I'm tired.. I've slept for over twelve hours but my head i so soggy..


I'm thinking it has to do with my lovely man spreading disease across our little room. Poor bugger has had a cold all week..but I don't feel so sorry for him anymore now that i've gotten it too! thanks..
I'm scared to get into bed thought cause right above me on the roof the biggest "långben" (spider with very long legs!) is staring down at my pillow, just waiting for me to put my head on it so that he can attack me..Where is my man when i need him?!? I could just vacuum him up i suppose....

Tonight me and Dave are meeting up with his friends to go out for dinner in Brick Lane..I've been looking forward to that all week but now that my nose is all blocked up and i feel like a leper..I want his friends to like me, not be disgusted by me! I'm thinking about what i should wear...I was thinking my multicolour dress..black tights and vest..? try and look a little bit like armani..even though it's primark..

aargh I'm too tired to blog..sorry..

12-1.30 6-CL

Today started off good. Iwas in time, had my breakfast and came to work. It was packed. With staff..It wasn't dead during lunch but we were still too many working so I got my break a lot earlier than i was supposed to..four hours early to be exact. I sat outside reading my book till three when i got my lunch and then went for drinks with Jojo just chatting the rest of the break away..I love and hate those times. Cause you love it that you get enough time to sit there, have a pint and hang out with your friend/s but at the same time you still know in the back of your head that you have to leave and go back to work..

 

For some reason after i came back i was in a great mood (i think i know the reason) and served the customers with a passion. They loved me. I got cash tip from everyone I served, between five to 16 pounds from each table..Then I was sent off to the bar while simon ad his dinner and all of a sudden the tips were on the card or not much at all..I excelled and neither Jo nor the new guy Hamish could live up to it. which kind of got me in a better mood knowing that I actullay could do a great job..If I only had the will and passion to do so..but that can be hard sometimes, but I'll try harder from this day, cause i need the money. If only the rest of the nigt would run so smoothly..

 

So at around ten every staff member is ready for the customers to start leaving..not a soul decided to move..time went by..people kept buying more drinks and there was never an end to it. I wasn't so cheerful anymore..after eleven fire was spitting out of my breath and lightning bolts were shooting out of my eyes..Why should I have to stay for so long..not being allowed to tell people that we closed fifteen minutes ago or start putting up chairs..Useless. The new guy asked me how we put up with this..I smiled and answered, eventually you break and everything just is as it is. You get used to it.
So when Jo finally realised how annoyed me and simon were she let us go..I left the building at ten past twelve. But the misery doesn't end there..

I wait for the bus for fifteen minutes before it arrives..I pick up my book and start reading it. Halfway through the journey we hit a bump..or more of a block in front of us..in this narrow street something has happened, serious enough to close the whole road off with police cars everywhere and ambulance cars coming and going. I was stuck in the middle of some road. Great.

So the busdriver realises after five min that he is not going to get through, so he backs the bus over the crossing and goes back the way we came, obisously I'm starting to worry so I ask the couple next to me who went down to talk to him and they said he was just taking a detour. Fair enough I thought but that would mean I wouldn't be home for even longer time. I'm boiling at this point.. So the busdriver turns left, left againg, left again and then right and right on to the street where we left the accident, only we were 20 meters in front of the sight instead of behind it. At most we lost five min. How awesome is that?!?

So I got home 45 min ago..am so tired..and that was my day...great..

 

Denise: I've become a healtfreak since i was hit by the harsh reality that I'm going to be walking around in a bikini for six weeks in just a couple of months time. kind of want to look my best for that.

XoXo   

Yesterday

12-5 6-10

I had my first succesful healthy breakfast, porridge, oatmeal cookie and green tea..I think it's going to take me some time to get used to that tea though..Watching everyone walking in and out of Hammersmith station is always interesting..

The day went on as usual..We were not dead but not very busy either, it was nice..always doing something but not stressing. Poor Sandra was out of her mind though as soon as James (the big boss) came in to have his ususal wednesday meeting upstairs. Running all over the place, juggeling five missions at a time (not very succesfully I might add!)..Is it wicked of me to love watching people stress around when there really isn't anything to stress over?

On my break I did nothing but read my book, The book theif. It's a book about a girl in Nazi Germany, she has been sent to a foster family cause her mum was a kommunisten and the story is being narrated by death. I like it, dry houmor, short simple sentences, it's like listening to someone talk. That's my kind of book. 
I've also fallen in love with a new band, The temper trap who are these amazing aussies who decided to start a band for some reason. Love it. Simple as well but lovely. 

I also spent half the day texting five different people at a time trying to plan my birthday dinner here in london..that got me well winded up! I decided I'm going to put it all on facebook and fix it from there..I like to text but not that much!! I'm still trying to figure out what/where to eat. Anyone who's got a suggestion?? I haven't been in central for a while so I was thinking we might go there..or maybe I'll try and locate the swedish restaurant in
Brick Lane..or maybe my favourite tapas where I haven't been for ages?? Really got no clue here..

Today
OFF

I woke up ten to eleven..sat straight up and turned on the tv for my regular Veronica Mars episode and had breakfast, cerial and milk..Healthy enough? 
Since then I haven't done much to be honest..took me about an hour to figure out how to get the freakin internet to work..and have been chillin ever since..soon enough I'm going to take a shower though, put the wash in machine, have a shower and go to sainsburuy's to buy dinner. I'm cooking mums spagetti tonight..and lots of it cause dave needs lunch and maybe even dinner for tomorrow. (sorry, just got hypnotized by Pixie lotts new video..I've always liked those sort of "crazy homeparty" videos and she is trying to pull it off, looks great but..have you ever been to a party where Line dancing is the bizzo!?..didn't think so..I rest my case) After that anyways I thought I might go down to oxford street and the big Hmv to find a cd I want..wish me luck..then come hom and get a second to talk to mum. We'll see how skype will work..I'm a bit worried..  

See you later! x

10.30 - 3 5-CL

Had the worst morning ever.started off very good, woke up with the sun in my face, had an extra snooze, didn't stress as i got dressed and still managed to get to the bus well in time..Was contemplating wether i should take the tube and be even earlier to have a nice long sit down breakfast..Stupid me decides to go with the bus anyways..
The traffic is thick as blood and the driver is retarted..a bustrip that on a bad day takes about 50 min now took 80, so not only did i miss my sitdown breakfast, i barely had time do buy it in the first place! as i rush out of Starbucks with half a rollie in my hand i realise, I've forgotten my lighter at home! So I had to rush in a shop, half a rollie in one hand and balancing a tea and boscotti in the other, two min before i start work..Down the road smoking as if it was my last, trying hard not to spill the tea all over me (not very succesfully!!!) and finally in through the pub doors..Sandra tells me I'm five min late in an annoyed voice and that she had been trying to call me..Fuck i was five min late and she makes it out to be the end of the world!! I could open that pub, hands tied around my back in an hour and she is annoyed that she "had to" start taking down the chairs cause i was five min late..Save yourself the effort darling ..you're beyond rescue anyways..

So because my hands wasn't tied behind my back I was done soon enough and could stop to enjoy my cold tea and dried boscotti..so much for my new healthy diet..Starbucks have started serving porridge and a good one too so that is going to be my breakfast from now on..Porridge with dried fruit, a cup och green tea and maybe a small wholegrain cookie for my sweet tooth..medium size lunch to follow with some meat/chicken/fish and a small salad for dinner..shouldn't be too difficult!?!

The rest of the day floated by pretty smoothly..not that busy, we kept ourselves busy by doing small stuff in the bar..cleaning and stuff and by nightfall i was ready to go home..of course that wasn't going to happen for another four hours..But it was fun to see Simon again..we haven't worked together for over a month and closing down always runs so smoothly with him around..

Tomorrow is quiz night..Wish me luck!

ok..so let's try this again

New Blog
New life (just 11 months old anyways)
And I'm ready to try again..I feel bad for not keeping everyone up to date with what's going on over here so I thought i'd gie a new try.

What's going to be different?
Well now that we got internet at home and I'm rarely tired when I come home from work at night I thought I'd try and wind down by writing about my day and what's going through my head.
It will be in english to consider my international friends and family and this will give you ol' folks back at home to practise your english..haha just kidding, you're rockin.

So considering this isn't at night or after work my first input won't be so interesting..I woke up, had something to eat and has been watching tv ever since..Oh no..actually i watched Factory Girl and all the extra stuff on the Dvd..
not so many thoughts going through my head..

See you later!

XoXo